i've

never felt homesick and for some reason now i do. i haven't been home for more then 10 days and i miss everything back home. i just want to feel stable again and it's wierd i have absolutely nobody to go to here. i can't even go to my mom because i'm afraid of her, literally. i never thought that would happen again, but i am. i just feel alone in my own world and i don't want to be.