ugh

the one thing that sucks about this whole trip out here is the amount of drama I'm getting from being here and people back in California. I hardly talk to him. the whole relationship almost ended yesterday on our 8 months. things are not the way I want them to be. I just want everything to be the way they were when I first met him. for one thing I still love and care for him more than anything. just a simple text or call would make me feel a lot better. whatever I'm wasting my "vacation" focusing on the bad that happened yesterday.